Firsts.

There's first times for everything. First kiss. First high. First lie. First hicky. First drunken story. First fight. Firsts enchant our lives. Everyday we do something that we haven't don before. We only live once so maybe our first could be our last. Carpe Diem if you know what I'm saying. Make your first happen before that first is gone forever. Make it last, make it memorable. Ask that girl out on a date even if you need to explain it. Shoot when the time is running out. Leap when the ledge may not catch you. Skinny dip. Do whatever it takes. Live this life while it's still yours! <3

Love.

Haven't written in a while, lets come back with a BANG!


Love, a word. A description. A chemical reaction in our brains. We think its this amazing feeling we get within our hearts when really its just a mere obsession in our minds. You don't fall in love, you just become used to the person, mentally or physically. I love you. Three small words that can often make a person melt. Three small words that are supposed to show what you truly mean to someone. Three small words that can fall apart in just a matter of seconds. I wish I knew the meaning of what these words were really supposed to mean. What am I supposed to feel when I hear these three small words spoken to me? Something, maybe nothing maybe it's just as easy as saying I loathe you. Maybe someday we will know our hearts true desire. Love is a chemical reaction in our brains. We can fall in love with the smallest things. For some women it's chocolate, for some men it's sports. For me? Well I haven't found what I love exactly but in the future I hope it is as true as they say it is.

Gossip.

Back when I was a little kid on the playground, I remember making friends in an instant. If you were the new kid you were popular, everyone knew who you were. Now it seems as if you are the biggest outcast. Everyone has there own cliques, groups, and friends. It can be one of the most difficult things to do in your life. Back when you were a kiddie, it seemed as if the only drama happening was who stole who's crayons, not really but that is how it seemed. Now it is as though there are people talking about anything and everything going on. It's as if everyone talks about other peoples' problems to cope with what is truly going on in their lives. I think that if people knew the true stories behind all this gossip, then they would probably think twice before opening their big mouths. Or perhaps it wouldn't stop them at all, perhaps they would just go along telling other peoples' stories in which aren't actually theirs to tell. Hmmmm ask yourselves, what would you do?
'Gossip, gossip shhhhhh shhhhh.'

Religion.

Religion. A set of beliefs concerning the cause, nature, and purpose of the universe. So many, some different, some similar, and some out of this world. Religion can be a big topic in conversations. Have we ever come to an understanding on just one? No we have not. We argue often with people whose beliefs are different than ours. Why argue, because deep down we wish they would finally come to their senses and agree with you, or is just because it's something to keep the conversation going? I wish that we could all agree on something but it is impossible so they say, but maybe one day...

The art of loss.

Loss. Deprivation from failure to keep in your possession. Losing something is one of the hardest things. Losing a loved one. A pet. A best friend. A love. Something close to your heart. You really don't pay much attention or bother caring until it isn't there any more. We take advantage of the things we have in the worst way. then when it's gone we realize we never had the chance to say goodbye or I love you. Not much of an art I suppose, but more of a mistake. People tend to be selfish with out realization or knowledge that we are doing so because it is just part of us. It is just going through the motions in our day to day lives. I honestly can't tell you how to fix this. I am trying to do that for myself. I just write what I realize and you read it. I hope to get a reaction out of you but I don't know what you truly do think of it all. All for now.